Weighted mind lyrics

Stranded

Sierra Hull, Tugboat Sis Music | ASCAP

Dear 22, I'm stranded here
Dear 22, I'm stranded....

COmpass

Sierra Hull, Tugboat Sis Musc | ASCAP
Zach Bevill, Midnight Air Music | ASCAP

I'd like to say to you 'come follow'
But you may find my heart's been hollowed out
It' seems the water here is shallow, but it's over my head
And still I swallow

But I've thrown away my compass
Done with the chart
I’m tired of spinning around
Looking for direction, a northern star
I’m tired of spinning around
I'll just step out
Throw my doubt into the sea
For what’s meant to be will be, will be

My skin is old I need to shed it
Cause there’s more to me, I have to let it out
I may not know which way I’m headed
But I’ve got my sail, I’m gonna to set it

I've thrown away my compass
Done with the chart
I’m tired of spinning around
Looking for direction, a northern star
I’m tired of spinning around
I'll just step out
Throw my doubt into the sea
For what’s meant to be will be, will be

I've thrown away my compass
Done with the chart
I’m tired of spinning around in one direction

Choices and changes

Sierra Hull, Tugboat Sis Music | ASCAP
Jon Weisberger, Use Your Words Music | BMI

If you can’t see what I’m seein’
If you fear what is to come
If you can’t hear what I’m hearin’
Then we may as well call it done

It’s a long road that I’m walkin’ 
It’s a long time I’ll be gone
If you won’t go where I’m goin’ 
Then I’ll have to go alone

Choices and changes
I’m tired of tryin’ to be someone else

How I wish that this was easy
How I wish all was well
But the more I let my guard down
The more to me you try to tell

It’s a long road that I’m walkin’ 
It’s a long time I’ll be gone
If you won’t go where I’m goin’ 
Then I’ll have to go alone

Choices and changes
I’m tired of tryin’ to be someone else

And I’ll sing this song if only for myself
There’s no use tryin’ to be someone else

Wings of the dawn

Sierra Hull, Tugboat Sis Music |ASCAP

Even the night will be light all around me
Nowhere to go nor to flea
All is exposed - what’s behind and before me
Once weary soul you are free

But if I rise on the wings of the dawn
If I settle on the far side of the sea
Even there, your hand will guide me

Search me and know me and hold me fast
Lead me in ways ever last
Help me not to question my doubt nor past
Fill me with hope this I ask

But if I rise on the wings of the dawn
If I settle on the far side of the sea
Even there, your hand will guide me

Birthday

Sierra Hull, Tugboat Sis Music | ASCAP

It’s your birthday
I could call, but would it matter anyway?
Nothing I could say - would bring it back to the way it was
The way it was
 

So go ahead and walk with anger
and make this girl your only stranger
If love was unconditional - well it ain’t no more
Tell yourself that you know best
and dwell with pride in your empty nest
So much for unconditional - so long
So much for unconditional - so long

What can I do?
Nothing that I say will seem to get through
He will never replace you
Why can’t you just see how much I love you?
I love you

But go ahead and walk with anger
And make this child your only stranger
If love was unconditional - well it ain’t no more.

Tell yourself that you know best
And dwell with pride in your empty nest
So much for unconditional - so long
So much for unconditional - so long

It’s your birthday - today

Weighted Mind

Sierra Hull, Tugboat Sis Music | ASCAP
Zach Bevill, Midnight Air Music | ASCAP

Should I lead - Should I lay low?
If I ask you - will you even know?
From the roof to the ground
These walls must come down

It all seems right written on a page
I tell myself we’ll be ok
But I can’t chase away my doubt
So much left to figure out

Weighted mind
Wasted time

Through the haze see what you will
A broken glass that never spills
I know you think you’ve been set free
But we are slaves to our beliefs 

Weighted mind
Wasted time

Weighted mind
Wasted time
Weighted minds
Grey in time

Fallen Man

Sierra Hull, Tugboat Sis Music | ASCAP
Josh Shilling, Josh Shilling Music | BMI

I can’t believe I just let go
My fates a thousand feet below
So I hope each second passes slow

Oooohhh

I thought by now my heart would stop
I thought I’d be afraid, but I’m not
Oh falling is more peaceful than I thought

Oooohhh

I am a brother, a lover
A father and a friend
And I know they’ll remember the man I’ve been
But to the rest of the world I’m just a fallen man

I can’t believe I just let go…

The In between

Sierra Hull, Tugboat Sis Music | ASCAP
Jon Weisberger, Use Your Words Music | BMI

There is no in between I tell you
And if you think there is you’ve been lied to
You’re only high or low
Nowhere between nowhere else you can go

What do you see inside the mirror?
And what would you accept for an answer?
Once you figure it out
The question remains but there isn’t a doubt 

Two steps forward, ten steps back
Trying so hard to pick up the slack
But tryin’ can wear you down
Tryin’ will wear you down

22 years with so much to learn
Too young to crash, but not to get burned
I may not know much, but this much I do
Don’t let what’s between get the best of you

I am but a changing chord
And life is a hanging sharp-edged sword
Over or under the wall
When you’re in between your no where at all

Two steps forward, two steps back
Not sure what’s next, but I’m on the right track
The sooner the better for me
From my confusion set free

22 years with so much to learn
Too young to crash, but not to get burned
I may not know much, but this much I do
Don’t let what’s between get the best of you

22 years with so much to learn
Too young to crash, but not to get burned
I may not know much, but this much I do
Don’t let what’s between get the best of you

Lullaby

Sierra Hull, Tugboat Sis Music | ASCAP

Mother will you sing to me?
Something soft and something sweet
I’m too old for a lullaby
But I’ll never be too old to cry, I’ll never be too old to cry

Surely you know how I feel
When life just finds you standing still
With a heart that is growing numb
With answers that may never come
Answers that may never come

And you say surely as the air we breathe
You’ve gotta lay it all at Jesus feet
And only long enough to sing
“Nearer My God to Thee” she sang
“Nearer My God to Thee”

Mother will you sing to me?
Something soft and sweet
I’m too old for a lullaby
But I’ll never be too old to cry, I’ll never be too old to cry.
I’ll never be too old - to cry.

Queen of hearts

 Traditional Arranged by Sierra Hull, Tugboat Sis Music | ASCAP
 

To the Queen of Hearts is the ace of sorrow
He’s here today and he’s gone tomorrow
Young men are plenty, but sweethearts few
If my love leaves me - what shall I do?

Had I a store in Yonder Mountain
Where gold and silver were there for counting
But I could not count for the thought of thee
My eyes so full - I could not see

I love my father, I love my mother
I love my sister and my brother
I love my friends and my relatives too
I’ll forsake them all and go with you

To the Queen of Hearts is the ace of sorrow
He’s here today and he’s gone tomorrow
Young men are plenty, but sweethearts few
If my love leaves me - what shall I do?

I'LL BE FINE

 Sierra Hull, Tugboat Sis Music | ASCAP
 

I’ll tell you again and maybe you’ll believe me the second time
I told you to leave cause darlin’ this time you’ve crossed the line
Over and over again we’ve played this same old game
And I don’t think that I can bear much more pain 

But I’ll be fine - so fine
In time

You and me can be so crazy here at times
We let it go, say things, then wish we could rewind
But never never again will I say that we’re through
Though I have done most everything I know to do

But I’ll be fine - so fine
I’ll be fine - so fine
In time

I can’t let it get me down
Though you’ve walked all over me, somehow I didn’t see
And now I’m looking up - instead of giving up

I can’t help but wanna smile
Cause you’ve made me feel alive, even for a little while
But now those times are gone, but I’m still hanging on

And for a while I thought I’d let myself run dry
I thought I’d cried all the tears that I could cry
But I’m moving on - with my head held high
With no regrets and even though it’s goodbye
I’ll be fine

BLACK RIVER

Sierra Hull, Tugboat Sis Music | ASCAP
 

I’d like to say to you come follow
But I’m afraid my heart may hollow here
And though it seems the water is shallow
It’s over my head, but still I swallow

A black river runs down my face
I guess now is not the time or place

The clock is slowly sinkin’ 
It doesn’t matter what you’re thinkin’ anymore
And for a while I tried pleasin’ you
But now I’m left with no good reason to

A black river runs down my face
I guess now is not the time or place
A thousand years is but a day they say
And maybe in a thousand more
I will find my way

A black river runs down my face
I guess now is not the time or place
A thousand years is but a day they say
And maybe in a thousand more
I will find my way

I’d like to say to you come follow